This is.....

This is what Life should feel like. We get one good go at it, then it's over. But without you, I feel as though I'm having fun while you are not. Are you having fun? One of my friends said: How can you feel good knowing someone you care about is in a dark room somewhere? Good point. And the answer is that you really cannot.

This is how I feel about you. You are my Celestial Cerub and also My Own Heart, since I even find myself hiding in dark rooms. But always, you are sad. Always, so emo. Always, so dejected. I know there was all that crap that went down. Yeah, I know. And you cannot forget. But look at that photo above. This is what Life could feel like....if we could only let go. That's the hardest part. Letting go. I'm a clinger too, so I'm not really one to talk on this subject. But is there really a huge crime in strong bonds that never break? I mean never. No matter how much pressure is put upon them. I mean Love. This isn't totally clinging, but can we love like that without the pain? This is the art I need to master. Unbreakable, unwavering love, without the anguish. Is that even possible? Knowing they could die at any moment....

- Love like you've never been hurt before.

--Love like you've never been hurt before..

---Love like you've never been hurt before...

----Love like you've never been hurt before....

-----Love like you've never been hurt before.....

------Love like you've never been hurt before......

-------Love like you've never been hurt before.......

And dance like no one's watching.

And we only live once.

And seize the day.

And awake, arise, or be forever fallen!