Monday, April 19, 2010

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I am so freaking happy. Oh my freaking God. I am so freaking happy. Oh my freaking God.

Repeat 10,000 times.

Why?

Oh my freaking God. I cannot even explain.

I won the lottery. I love my cat still. I have new flowers in my apartment. The walls are covered in black smudged poetry. I'm living in a parallel universe. I have everything I could ever want, ever dream of. I should have been aware before that love starts within, that the moment I decide to BE love, I would experience love. The moment I decided that love was within me, that I was the source itself, then I could live a life full of this.

And what else is there? Really? To life, I mean, what else is there?

Awwwww it's like I am perpetually being snuggled by an invisible kitten all day long!

1 comment:

  1. Watcan I say ..I'm really happy for you!

    'I should have been aware before that love starts within, that the moment I decide to BE love, I would experience love. The moment I decided that love was within me, that I was the source itself, then I could live a life full of this.' -remember this is what the doppelganger was more or less saying a long time back?

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