he's dragging me down into the
insufferable depths
by the ankles; my surface
was bright and white and
waiting
with everything I am the blue
cuts new lonely
black rips in the fragile frame
supposed to be okay with
drowning
okay, it's fine with me if we
have to die in here
the idea of life too hot and warm
and cool and real, too awake
I liked him in his dark hat
and the way he finally
said his own name
like a long sleeping thunder
broken through the clouds
yeah, baby, it doesn't bother
me if you mean drowning
is just another day, if you mean
love is a waste of time and I
I'm caught up and have read all your blogs.
ReplyDeleteHey passionpiantist. Nice to see you in here again my loyal fishy :)
ReplyDeleteDo you have a blog?
I've been inspired by a new man fish. Go figure! What is it with me and the fish? See that I will simply never understand.
Here's a hug and I am sending more lightening to hit that punk in the head, that one who messed with your dear heart. Grrr.
:) Thank you. haha, I hope those lightning bolts will wake up that man's mind to his actions and wrong double sided behaviors.
ReplyDeleteThanks for asking, I don't have a blog, although I sometimes think I want to express myself too the way you do in these blogs. Maybe I should start one, many times I am secretive, and my feelings and self are hidden within, I feel there isn't anyone I know that is like me or understands that depth of my feelings, not until I read your blogs and see that you too are like me in those many ways. So, as for you and the fishes, it's because you share that same emotional depth. People sometimes just think we are weird or crazy, but we're the ones that are awake, and they are asleep in this world. We see and understand and feel what they are only blind to.
Thanks so much for the hug, it helps.
I was staring at a painting I saw a few weeks ago when I was somewhere with the man, it was an image of a woman alone staring out into the ocean, drawn with her back facing the painting, and I felt like that woman.
Funny thing, I took one of those Mahler which symphony quiz are you that my friend sent out, and it said this..
Result: Seventh Symphony
"You're a beautiful, sensitive and complex individual. No-one will ever understand how you feel or what a magnificent creature you truly are. You know the past and understand the future. If only your intelligence wasn't so rare, perhaps you'd succeed in the world. But it is."
Hah, I'm sure that this applies to you as well, we share similar emotions.